On the seventh day she rested. Fell off the Christian wagon. Or got tired of it. Or plainly was just done.
Like I said in the previous post, I have been listening to Christian Radio. I don’t know why but today it really was bothering me. It was just grating on my nerves. I wanted to listen to something that wasn’t going on and on about their love for Jesus and God. It caught me off guard because in most cases the radio is just background noise even when I am driving, so to actually be hearing it enough to be annoyed by it was odd.
Then when I was trying to read the Christian non-fiction I have; I couldn’t even get past the first page. I tried a different book and it was the same thing. I tried to further my reading in the bible. I am on Matthew 13 so I haven’t made it very far from yesterday and the idea of reading any further made my head spin.
Instead I spent the day in places I assume a Christian wouldn’t hang out. Virtually of course. Atheist Facebook groups, not ignoring my Atheist friends’ posts, reading some humanist and secular blogs and mostly just not caring.
I am not quitting. I think I just needed a reset today. Everyone has set backs. Maybe I can blame it on the fact that today was Leap Day and that obviously means there is some sort of rip in the space time continuum (or something like that).
I’ll climb back up on the proverbial wagon tomorrow. It will be a new day.